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This Zombie Alive
Ded is the Way I Want to Be
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Created on 2001-06-16 16:43:41 (#185831), last updated 2009-11-10
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Basic Info| Name: | Nise-Chan - Your Very Own Ded Zombie |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1983-06-22 |
| Location: | Bellevue, Nebraska, United States |
BioI'm a freedom fighter in the revolution to free my people from the evil cluches of a group I call my family...
This Time Imperfect
I cannot leave here. I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say.
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are now flowers, no not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.
I cannot stay here. I cannot leave.
Just like all I loved I'm make-believe.
Imagined heart, I disappear.
Seems no one will appear here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me.
Cuts through my day and seeps into my dreams.
You don't care that it haunts me.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me...
Just how much this hurts me...
Just how much you...
SMF
New Zealand
Offutt AFB, Nebraska
Al Udeid Air Base, Qatar
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This Time Imperfect
I cannot leave here. I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say.
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are now flowers, no not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.
I cannot stay here. I cannot leave.
Just like all I loved I'm make-believe.
Imagined heart, I disappear.
Seems no one will appear here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me.
Cuts through my day and seeps into my dreams.
You don't care that it haunts me.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me...
Just how much this hurts me...
Just how much you...
SMF
New Zealand
Offutt AFB, Nebraska
Al Udeid Air Base, Qatar
HTMLCounter.com
Generation Kill mood theme by
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irishclover using the base provided by the lovely the_grynne! ConnectInterests (138):
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Joseph Kerr Middle School - Elk Grove, CA (1995 - 1997)
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Cosumnes River College - Sacramento, CA (1999 - 2003)
ITT Technical Institute - Rancho Cordova, CA (2003 - 2005)
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Embry-Riddle Aeronautical University - Daytona Beach, FL (2008 - present)
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